Seventh Heaven - Aani

I push back and hesitate

I don’t know what I am saying

Try to find a better way

Feel my mind in desperation

All my life I hear them say it takes time to go away

But I think about you every day

Spend my life in meditation

Spend my life in meditation

Am I dreaming or awake?

Is this life or a vacation?

I forgot to communicate

Wound up in this situation

Thought I could resuscitate

Ended up asphyxiating

Now I sit and count the days

And I pray it’s worth the waiting

And I pray it’s worth the waiting

I tossed you in my sweater drawer

I meant it as a metaphor you

But maybe you’re better off

With somebody who’s better for you

I don’t know if I’m ready for

The steady that I had before you

So I just go back and forth

But I can’t ignore you