Holding Back Tears - Cash Kidd

I can’t trust nobody

Yeah, R.I.P. my nigga Jeff, holdin' back tears

Yeah

Walkin' through the airport, like fifteen on me

White buffs look so clean on me

Thirteen-hundred-dollar Balmain jeans on me

Feelin' like Morgan Freeman, I got lean on me

Naw, I don’t pour it, but tonight, I just might

'Cause my nigga gone and that shit don’t sit right

Flip phone slappin' like a bitchfight

Bro got that white girl, can’t get right, ayy

Ayy, and I can’t trust nobody

'Cause these hoes fuckin' everybody

These niggas fuck with everybody

Keep stick like I’m Harry Potter

No more chillin' in them whips

No, no, that’s how my nigga got hit

Yeah, hate thinkin' 'bout that shit

Ayy, gotta get us out this bitch

Yeah, thumbin' through a check, holdin' back tears

How I’m 'posed to be happy without my dogs here?

Yeah, I ain’t seen Tone in a couple years

Told Rez to stay down, better days near

Now I’m loadin' up the chopper, holdin' back tears

You told me this shit was gon' pop and now it’s finally here

Yeah, countin' hundreds up, holdin' back tears

Yeah, roll another blunt, holdin' back tears

'Bout to load another card on my way to Sears

Do a swipe for me 'cause they be lookin' at me weird

Ran it up off this shit, it only been a year

Gettin' head on the freeway, it’s so hard to steer

When I was down, where was you? Why you reappear?

Yeah, had all them fake bitches in your ear

Yeah, came a long way from campin' out on Muir

I can’t let my family down, that’s my only fear

I ain’t gotta shoot, 'cause lil' bro gon' volunteer

To send a bullet if you touch me, that’s pass interference

Know I’m all about them bills like Laimbeer

But all this money don’t mean shit without my mans here

Bet I only use cash there, I fucked the cashier

White buffs with the gold C’s like the Cavaliers

Draco’ll open up you pussies like a pap smear

And know them blessings comin', took too many L’s last year

Yeah, thumbin' through a check, holdin' back tears

How I’m 'posed to be happy without my dogs here?

Yeah, I ain’t seen Tone in a couple years

Told Rez to stay down, better days near

Now I’m loadin' up the chopper, holdin' back tears

You told me this shit was gon' pop and now it’s finally here

Yeah, countin' hundreds up, holdin' back tears

Yeah, roll another blunt, holdin' back tears

Yeah, yeah, yeah

(DaMazin Beats)

Yeah, lower the window while I’m holdin' back tears

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

All this money don’t mean shit without my friend here