Suicide Note - Icie

To the man in the sky

I’m asking why?

Why’s it so hard to live this life?

Should I say goodbye?

Is it better to die

I just need to know you hear me!

Music to my ears

As the rain beats on my window pane

Cos they feel my pain

Can you feel my pain?

Goodbye cruel world you ain’t never given me a reason to stay

Why does life make us cry?

Why do we all hurt inside?

God can you hear me?

Can you shed some light?

I don’t know if you know but a suicide notes quite hard to write

Pen in my left hand, gun in my right

Dear mum don’t cry

And don’t blame yourself for what happens on this cold and lonely night!

To the man in the sky

I’m asking why?

Why’s it so hard to live this life?

Should I say goodbye?

Is it better to die

I just need to know you hear me!

When you’re sexually abused at 5 years old

Your minds transformed by this twisted world

Bullied at school I wasn’t into girl

Cos when you get abused by a man tell me which way do you turn

But nobody knows this

Nobody I can show this

I’m married with 2 kids

One day she noticed my affections for another man

Just weren’t part of the plan

They thought she would survive

They said she died from an overdose

But it was from a broken heart inside

To the man in the sky

I’m asking why?

Why’s it so hard to live this life?

Should I say goodbye?

Is it better to die

I just need to know you hear me!

3 knocks on the door

And a letter through the post

When I got to the door must’ve been a ghost

I cautiously proceed to open the letter addressed to me

«Dear Son, I see everything, hear everything, your my everything!»

Tears begin to roll

«I saw how your Dad’s death crushed your soul, you lost control

Sarah packed her bags walked out the door!»

Please don’t take your life!

My love will never leave your side

I love you Son

Yours sincerely from the man in the sky!