Monster - Julia Cole

What if I, what if I?

What if I, what if I?

You put me on a pedestal and tell me I’m the best

Raise me up into the sky until I’m short of breath, mm-mm

Fill me up with confidence, I say what’s in my chest

Spill my words and tear me down until there’s nothin' left

Rearrange the pieces just to fit me with the rest

But what if I, what if I trip?

What if I, what if I fall?

Then am I the monster?

Just let me know

And what if I, what if I sin?

And what if I, what if I break?

Then am I the monster?

Just let me know, mm-mm

I was fifteen when the world put me on a pedestal

Big dreams of doin' shows and making memories

Made some bad moves tryna act cool, upset by their jealousy

They’re liftin' me up, liftin' me up

Had a chip on my shoulder, had to let it go

'Cause unforgiveness keeps them in control

I came in with good intentions, then I let it go

And now I really wanna know

What if I trip?

What if I, what if I fall? (What if I fall?)

Then am I the monster?

Just let me know

Yeah, what if I, what if I sin? (What if I sin?)

And what if I, what if I break? (What if I break?)

Then am I the monster?

Just let me know, yeah-yeah-yeah

La-da-da-da-da-da (La-da-da-da-da-da)

La-da-da-da-da-da, da-da (La-da-da-da-da-da)

La-da-da-da-da-da (La-da-da-da-da-da)

La-da-da-da-da-da, da-da

What if I trip?

What if I, what if I fall?

Then am I the monster?

Just let me know

What if I, what if I sin? (What if I sin?)

And what if I, what if I break? (What if I break?)

Then am I the monster?

Just let me know, oh-oh-oh

La-da-da-da-da-da (La-da-da-da-da-da)

La-da-da-da-da-da, da-da (La-da-da-da-da-da)

La-da-da-da-da-da (La-da-da-da-da-da)

La-da-da-da-da-da, da-da