Reason -

Stuck in my head

Only feel safe in my bed

But the anxiety is killing me

These pills don’t help with anything

Just want to fix all this

Just trying to do my best without sabotaging everything

I’m sabotaging everything

But it’s getting harder

Turning nightmares into dreams

Life is the monster

It leaves me weak at the knees

I feel like I’m blind and there’s no good to be seen

But when I see you smile it gives me a reason to breathe

Take these pills twice a day

Maybe then you’ll feel OK

Or maybe you’ll lose more of yourself

Start to feel like someone else

20 mg doesn’t make me who I am

It just helps me get through the day

Helps me numb some of the pain. Shattered glass on the floor

Substances killing me

I need something more

I’m stuck in routine

I need some kind of relief

A reason to breathe

I think I finally believe