Splitting Atoms - Lamya

I was thinking of this Plan

Of codes and anagrams divine

The juxtaposition of past and present time

That was mine

I spent blind

In someone else’s state of mind

I lost my way

In all the shades of grey

And grandes of shade

Shadows put away to be forgotten

I lost my way

In all the shades of grey

And grades of shade

Shadows put away to be forgotten

I lost but didn’t lose the lesson

Yes I’m

Learning from falling

I’m learning from falling down

Hard

Lessons

Yes i’m

Learing, learning from falling

I’m learning from falling

Down heavily

This immortal span

Of every mortal man

And the grand stand

And I’m holding on tight with an open hand

Keeping in mind

The grand design

With sight in hind

And you

Never get a second chance

At the first time

What i Thought i Knew

What i Thought was true

I cast away, cast away

I am learning the hard way

I’m learing from falling i’m learning

From falling down

Hard, lessons

Yes i’m learning from falling

Learning from falling

Learning from falling

Down heavily

My words like empty shells

Of a rusty gun

Fall

None

Fire

Every on backfires

Oh and there i was

There i was

Splitting atoms with my desire

There you go

There you go

Building castles with your ego

I know I know better now

I know better now

There i was, there i was

Splitting atoms with my desire

There you go, there you go

Building castles with your ego

I know, I know better now

I know better now