Discover Lonely - Stepson

I know that I said\nI would never change\nForgive me for the hesitation\nAnd lying to your face\nI hate the thought of\nLetting myself down\nAnd now it’s all I feel\nI’m bitter\nI can’t stand the sound\nOf my own voice\nOf my own brain\nOverflowing, spilling over\nI’ll never be the same\nSo I’ll burn\nBe still\nFrom the pain\nI feel\nSophisticated suffocation\nSlowly seeking something «real»\nI was hoping this won’t last forever\nVivid dreams with broken seams\nI never wanted this or chose to be a failure\nI feel nothing like you\nIf misery loves company\nTell my why it’s so hard to believe\nThat I won’t find another\nDiscover lonely\nYou want to know\nWho I truly am\nI’ve got to go\nBefore I can’t pretend\nIf I’m alive\nWhy can’t I feel my heart beat\nI can’t survive\nLike this\nSo I’ll burn\nBe still\nFrom the pain\nI feel\nSophisticated suffocation\nSlowly seeking something «real»\nI was hoping this won’t last forever\nVivid dreams with broken seams\nI never wanted this or chose to be a failure\nI feel nothing like you\nForget me\nIt’s too late\nI’m just a waste of the space you inhabit\nI’m lifeless\nAnd I’ll be your biggest mistake\nJust skin and bones of a life left soulless\nJust skin and bones of a life left soulless\nSo I’ll burn\nBe still\nFrom the pain\nI feel\nSophisticated suffocation\nSlowly seeking something «real»\nI was hoping this won’t last forever\nVivid dreams with broken seams\nI never wanted this or chose to be a failure\nI feel nothing like you