Intro - Yeno

Yeah

Feeling mad emotions

Shit got me in my feelings

Aight, look

Life changed at like seventeen

More passionate than I have ever been

Going through more shit than I have ever seen

Looking at my idols, found myself a dream

Write the pain away, tryna' write me sane

Write about my life and 'bout what’s on my brain

You ain’t gonna realize 'fore it’s too late

That you threw away your days, life gone to waste

Found a bunch of beats and started writing to it

The feeling I get, there ain’t nothing to it

Another day, in my head another fight

Don’t wanna be content with my fucked up life

Don’t wanna live a life that I don’t even love

Don’t wanna reach the point where I had enough

All about the money, fam, fuck that shit

Never gave a fuck about being rich

Fuck this life, I gotta make a change

Pursuit of happiness, I gotta change my ways

It’s in my hand to get the brighter days

Said I loved that shit, but that was just a phase

Noticed life ain’t really what it seems

Really gotta learn to live it just for me

So fuck what you think and fuck what you’re doing

That shit you talkin' 'bout just ain’t what I’m pursuing

Fuck your business, I wanna live my dream

I made a plan, can’t you see me scheme?

Fuck your opinion, just let me be me

Just do yourself, man, it’s that easy

Gotta prove to only myself that I can do this

Can’t care 'bout opinions, man that shit is foolish

They be hitting your line, tell these fuckers «who this?»

Be the honest with myself, gotta be the truest

Go do something with your life

Said that for years, still scared to strive

I know it’s all in my own mind

Still so scared of what I’ll find

So many people died and they ain’t even try

To attain their dreams and I’m wondering why

Cause it’s make-believe, do what you love

It’s fake to me, that push came to shove

Same old day, just another week

Depressed as fuck, just wanna go to sleep

Ain’t afraid to talk about it, being honest here

This the place to talk about my fears

Looking at the world thinking «who am I?»

Just another one? Or is there more to me?

Looking in the mirror thinking «who am I?»

Man, I am me and I’m proud to be

We all going through shit, man we know of this

So much hate we face, on your phone that is

Like a baby face, but old we is

Don’t know shit, we been over this

Social media gave me major doubts

Unfollowed everybody, you can keep that cloud

I don’t care about the fucking likes

I don’t care about your great fake life

Cause everybody know that shit is just a facade

All that shit be doing is making a mirage

Smiles on the gram, we all know that’s fake

Like some halloween mask you’re wearing on your face

I know I gotta try before I die

Otherwise I can never be satisfied

Why keep on living when you hate your life?

Wasting time you don’t have doing shit you don’t like

Lately I been thinking about my fears

Thinking 'bout this life and 'bout why I’m here

So many thoughts people will never hear

So here it goes, I’ll try to make it clear

I’m scared of heights and I’m scared to fly

I’m scared of change and I’m scared to try

I’m scared of truth and I’m scared inside

Scared of anything, guess I’m just scared of life

Why am I thinking 'bout my legacy?

Why am I so focussed on my destiny?

Too much thinking «will they remember me?»

How long will it take 'fore they forget 'bout me?

I know what it’s like when you had enough

I know what it’s like when this shit gets rough

I know what it’s like, but don’t give up

When you fall, you gotta get back up

So scared of living an average life

Always been kinda scared to strive

Always felt like I was destined for more

But if I don’t live my dream, what am I dreaming for?

Comparison is the thief of joy

Gotta learn to sit back in the moment and enjoy

Stop caring what other people think of me

Living for me, all that shit just sickens me

Even if I fail, at least I fucking tried

Tried to pursue my dreams before I fucking die

I know I can do this, don’t you fucking lie

Telling me to quit this shit, ask these fuckers «why?»

Rapping in the mirror, envisioning the stages

Thinking of a life that is fucking crazy

Every day that I’m alive, man, it must amaze me

Rapping about my past, about the things that made me

Waking up at 5, thinking «what am I doing?»

Going to school for a life I’m not even pursuing

I doubt myself, I know I prolly shouldn’t

Only know it’s too late when you feel the bullet

Rewrote this track like 10 fucking times

OCD, I wasn’t satisfied

Had this beat on repeat for the entire week

Tryna' catch the vibe, tryna' bring the heat

Lately more than ever I been laying on my bed

Staring at the ceiling with these questions in my head

Thinking 'bout this life and why I’m always feeling sad

Thinking 'bout my moves and why everything feels bad

Know I gotta find peace, gotta be in myself

Really gotta start thinking about my mental health

They pursuing money, that ain’t the key to wealth

Fuck the others, gotta think 'bout yourself

What do you think at the end of the road?

Looking back on your life and everything you were told

All they been feeding you was lies everyday

Which made you doubt yourself, you ain’t feeling okay

They will always pick on the people that are different

Listen to your mind and listen to your vision

We are different homie, it’s like night and day

Believe in myself, fuck what they say

Lately all this shit has been weighing me down

Really think it’s gon' get the best of me now

Telling me to keep on swimming and I ask 'em «how?»

When all I do is feel like I’ll drown

Anyway I guess I gotta keep my head up

Working hard, hoping things will get better

Didn’t come this far to throw it all away

Keep your head up, tomorrow is a brand new day

Fuck man

I just feel like

Man, it’s just been weighing on me

Been feeling like, I just, had to get it out

Shit’s been eating at me

Damn man

Aight